desazonar

Yo quisiera que hoy nadie viniera, quedarme todo el día en camisón, sin bañarme, sin salir, sin tener la necesidad de hablar, solo pensar en todo esto, seguir pensando, desazonada, porque al desazonar algo se desconcierta.
I would like for no one to come today, to keep my nightgown on all day, without bathing, without leaving, without having to speak, just thinking about all this, keep thinking, insipid, because when you make something insipid it becomes disordered.
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